Loving in silence,
in quietness my soul longs…
denying my desire…
wanting for you,
hoping that you would consider me, too.
my heart is in brokenness
realizing how silly I have become.
I don’t have anything to do,
other than the nothingness…
God wants me to.
I sleep in silence,
wishing that this waiting will come to an end.
That someday the thought of you pursuing me
will no longer be in my fantasy.
Realizing that the waiting game
isn’t a funny thing to play.
I sleep in silence, trying to pretend
all of these feelings will go away.